strange, to be posting again, can't seem to get blogging into my system permanently.  I have found a resolve, think I was bogging for the wrong reasons, I'll try this approach maybe it will work :)  And I didn't like leaving this blog like this, so dark :)

 

Parents are alright.  Talked to mom a long time ago, she just came to a resolve that she didn't want to be alone for the rest of her life.  Guess she valued companionship more that her pride, which was the right decision.  She couldv'e easily gone through the other way if she was years younger, but not today.